Saturday, February 6
Life.


Life.



Honestly, I don't think some guys or majority of those guys in the universe, knows how to appreciate girls. as in their gfs.

Until they come crying, begging for your forgiveness, then they'll realize that 'omg ur the best girl that I ever had and I can't lose you'




or some friends just love to backstabbe, or should I say.... betray?

haha funny..


especially if the person that you trusted the MOST.

as long as those people know the true colour of that person, and is aware bout it.





Some people in life you just wanna kick and say get the fuck out of my life,
and some people in your life you just wanna have them being with you all the time.






well, those people that I wanna get rid off, it's just not to give a shit bout them and their life. cause obviously, their life is already screwed up badly.



and those ppl in my life that I adore the most, are my silly friends.
which are flying off to study abroad very very soon..

we'll deff miss those moments shouting at each other EVERYTIME.
argue cause of parking, argue cause of choosing a mayonnaise, argue cause of a stupid cina sales girl in Marks & Spencers


gahhhh



we'll spend valuable time together and make thosee memories last forever! im good at rhyming don't I.










Life.

Full of surprises.



Don't be deceived by looks.

The closest one will be the first to betray you. which it did happen to me. it sucks big time.






Friday, January 29
Kaskade





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Gaga style.





It's a friday night.

asking myself wth am I doing at home and blogging when I'm supposed to be out.





I think i'm too exhausted from college that I need a goooooooooooooood rest .

exhausted from 6 hours of lectures without any break. kills you



I have no proper lunch everyday. I usually eat my early "lunch" at 10am during my desperate break that I only have.

when I'm done with my lectures about 4pm, I'll be even too tired to eat.

so much for forcing myself to eat cause I'm very afraid that I'll lose my metabolism.





I get gastric once in a while and it drives me up the wall. my gastric started during my first semester last year.

when I have no time to eat at all!!!!




well, it's actually my fault cause I'll wake up late for classes. rush like mad and have no chance to eat my breakfast. which is the most imp meal of the day.

and gastric medicines are sucky as hell. especially this tablet which u have to suck when, you're-hungry but-there's-no-food. I don't consider it as a food supplement though.
Cause it does not work!!!! my stomach still growls like a wolf






exhausted as hell cause I usually go to gym three times a week at night even though how tired I am.


suppose to sleep early, but I can't help it but to knock off to bed late at night.. or early morning as you can say.





at the end of the day, you feel terrible.




I'm very smart... I know.






shall take care of myself since cny is around the corner and I'll be baking cookies! and selling some of them. especially the cheesecake! :)












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This was before Mist where all of us were supposed to go to Ampang Look Out Point to have our Christmas dinner.

It's a must for us to gather together during Xmas since we were like... form 1?



used to exchange gifts.. but since we are freaking broke, too bad. hahahahah





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cambitch in the car while waiting for Dopey in the other car with others.


left at 8pm plus, and at last this is what we had for dinner






















































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='(



ok stop laughing now.


especially those of you who know the way there.





instead of eating peacefully and looking at the ambiance.. we fail miserably.





we were effing lostttttttttttttttttttttttttttt. lost world of tambun.

Azam kept rounding that area, we were SOOOOOOOOO close to the destination!




I told you my friends are smart asses. Love to say
"oh I know how to go!"


at the end of the day had to eat McD.



we were all damnnnnnnn hungry as it was about to pass 10pm. crazy right.










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to make all of us feel better...


"ehhh Ampang McD damn nice wehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"



-.-





felt so so stupid for coming all the way to Ampang JUST TO HAVE STUPID MCD WHICH I CAN EAT AT 15!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! blardy hell


but really, their fries were damn tasty. haha!!!!




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and otw to Mist to partayyy..


mind you, that's not my underpants. it's my top. since I tuck them in.





it ended with a crazy night. I guess.


we. are. such. loosers.
forever and for always



thank. you.








Tuesday, January 26
Back w Love

I finally got my internet connection BACKKKKKKKK

I felt like a crazy prisoner in my room without surfing the net.



and since I lost my connection for a week, I played Spider Solitaire everynight.. to entertain myself other than playing Sims3.

how amazing that I only won 1 game out of all the nights that I've been playing for a week.


stupid or wat





anyway my modem got strike by lightning 3 weeks ago..







and i'm back for updates!







my updates are pretty outdated.

haha WHO CARES







26th December @ Mist


since few of my friends are Christians, they had to go to church to celebrate Xmas eve. so we had another celebration together after a few days of Xmas.



still, it was fun even though there was no Xmas feel.




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nice to meet, dopey jade and lyn



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best thing bout Mist is ladies gets free flow of any drinks on Wednesdays, Thursdays and also Saturday.


and also buy 1 jug, free 1 jug.

which is pretty cheap.



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Ethan and Jess


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muh lala mui



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I lub muh bebbbsssss. including Safffffyyy



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that's Kwan Yee, Darren, Ethan and Pradeep.




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spot my shit ass white thighs. urrghh



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kiss me 1 2 3



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our tables were full of jugs and shot glasses.

I hate them for mixing my drinks



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blOOp



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haha!! spot Lyn's nose!! only her pig nose is not red



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Lyn abusing number 1


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Lyn abusing number 2




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that's Double-D the dj from Traxx FM , DJ in Mist Club on Saturdays and also Ethan's lecturer!







shots taken by photog:


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happy happy time




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for the second time, I love themmmmmm



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boom boom shake shake!






Sunday, January 17
X'Mas Eve
I'm doomed.


I think I over spent on my shopping expenses again. Sundays are extremely boring.. baking shop was close so I couldn't bake anything today.

Sis dragged me to KL along w her.




Shopping madness at Sungei Wang as everything was at RM25!! Couldn't get crazier enough. Though some shops are just lala madness. every top you see is just full BLING.







We then happily walked to Pavilion and grab more goodies from Cotton On . it's much bigger and larger and there are ladies' undergarments. yums







shopping makes me happy! though spending w my own money makes me sad. sad cake.










Xmas Eve ; very outdated post indeed.




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mua + Jess + Zam




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camwhore much enough?




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forget the cups. drink from the head.




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wanted to take back the bottle so badly.



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Brian Eddy!



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Molek was on the way there




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down, bitches!



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and there we go



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no honey, it doesn't make you go stronger.


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it just gets you hornier. haha roar




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I'm going divingggggg



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Molek wants to try breaking another table of MOS's.



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Met these 2 dwarfs at Mist during Halloween. they r so adorable.

should have seen the way they boogie... I miss watching Snow White now




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Azam lettin go some free milk!



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oh well that's the end of the post.


there are lots more pics. but I guess this will do. and plus I'm not comfortable putting up some pics. It pisses me off badly though I didn't felt like posting this post up. thought of leaving the "xmas eve" out.



but it's cool.




college tmr. kill mehh




Saturday, January 16
Malacca Day Two & Three!
Everyone woke up late on the second day. and of course, me. woke up the latest.


Head down to Malacca Town to have our lunch. the long 45 mins ride, yet again. *yawns





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Our first stop; Chicken Rice Ballz!



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I don't know what so special bout it.. is it just the balls or the chicken? =/

I prefer the chicken rice shop nearby my house!




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Dopey! setting up her "clean" spot. hahahaha



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Meet my yellow nails and hands, and Jade + Lyn.



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Nicko!



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BURPPPPPPPPPP




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took a long walk along those shops. bought few sweets and I bought myself a cow pencil-box. so as the rest (girls).


stop by for Durian Cendol. Lyn's typical favorite fruit.

something diff than what we have tried before.





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It was raining at Malacca around 4pm when we were about to leave. We reached home about 8pm!! kill those roads.


The funniest part was, when we were finding our way to the town, looking at those sign boards.. there are sign boards which wrote "Melaka. straight(arrow)"


isin't stupid that obviously Melacca is straight?!? the whole place IS Malacca.. haihh screwed up.


plus, we saw a house.. which has a gate by itself, without fencing or bricks. who ever who build that house, it's the smartest person on earth.





reached home. and cook our dinner


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Nick showing the "5 ringgit sahaja kaki"



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Jade brushes her teeth more than 3 times a day.



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WEEEEEEEEEEEEE please visit Soh Dental





more shots for that night. I don't know where are the pics. prolly in Jade's cam but i'm so lazy to upload it.




had pillow fight . pillow fight madness.




the most irritating night of all I must say.



while I was sleeping in the room... Lyn Jade and Nick was jumping around at the hall and shouting "one more shot one more shot" obviously that was Lyn's voice. the loudest of all.

out of sudden, they were chasing each other cause Nick splashed some colgate on Jade's leg.


three of them started chasing around the whole house when every one is asleep.



as annoying as they are, they whispered and said "lets put it on Airin" while I was sleeping.but I was not.


I shouted so loud and asked them to stfu. they burst out laughing like crap.



thanks so much friends.





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The last day .




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Do you know the creature in between them?


It's Tiger. Pooh's and Piglet's friend. and according to Jade, it's called Pumpkin Puddles.




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load the truck!



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KL, here we come!




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erm no. we stop by the A'Famosa since we have got free vouchers.


we played Go-Kart!



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Jade and Don.


Jade drove like a tortoise .



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Lyn and muaa.


my very first time experience. and I must say it was the bomb.

though my last experience, I have not overcome yet.. but confident is a must.





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Dopey and Mikesh.


which collected much dust on their clothings after that. hahahaha





reached Subang around 7pm plus.. we screamed in happiness once we step into the border line of Selangor.

that was the funniest shit ever.







more hols to come ! ;)

Monday, January 11
Malacca Day One baybee!


If only I could be stronger,
If only I could be tougher,
If only I could have more courage,
If only I could stand up for myself,
If only I could stop thinking bout others,
If only I could not be nice sometimes,
If only I could stop trusting someone so damn fucking much in the end having a scar-ed heart.


of wellll, Guess that's part of life. my life.






I've been craving for Sushi like hell everyday. hope to eat that bitch soon.



and I love Jack very much. he's my dog btw.. he's so cute. I think he's the smartest dog on earth.. not a dumb one..like the owner..

poodles are smart!!!





oh, and I wanna say one thing. OMG its so freaking long to upload pics to update my blog!!!! my Flickr is so out of space. they asked to pay.. hell yeah eat my fist.

so I had to upload through Photobucket, my long friend. which I hate the most cause it uploads so slowwwwwwww. I always prefer Flickr.




anyway, to those people who demand me to update my blog, THERE YOU GO!
better appreciate all those hard work of mine...


those picture files are huge. so if it doesn't load then too bad.

cause it usually happen to me when my connection is slow. I'll usually exit the page.






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we booked a banglo at A'Famosa. just the 7 of us.. It would be more fun if Jess and Saf were there to join us. They were caught up w some stuff ..

checked in around 5pm, unpacked those food..



we were not allowed to cook in the house otherwise we will be charged.





so we closed all those windows and sliding door. and the whole house was filled with smoke




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chicken marinated by Safffyyy and beef patties..



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the couples.




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we kept feeding ourselves while we cook. so by the end of the day, we were so full to even finish up the rest.







the dumbest part is when we were all playing at the garden, we were tired and wanted to go back to the house to start cooking our dinner.


at the patio..

"where's the key"

"*pointing here n there* Who's having the key"

*everyone giving the blurr blank stare*

*peek through the window*

"*points* OMG the key is inside!!!!"


then you know la.. everyone started blaming each other "why u never bring the key out *)&*^#$%$%^&*( hungry people in anger..

we were literally dying of hotness





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weeeeeeee my two big boobie friends



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Lyn looks like a frog. look how smoky it is!


and of course whenever there's Mikesh (Dopey's bf) we always have to down. argh








after eating and gulping few sips, we head down to the pool!!


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Donavon with his 'good blood circulation' . haha






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besties getting wet! :O



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wet ppl



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haha Nick! the pimpo



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that's Lyn's feet. my finger. Dopey's teeth. and Jade's number 6



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loves.



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lesbians on the bed.





off to cowboy town!


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I was so lazy to change my shorts cause I was wearing boxers. so Jade and I went walking around w our cute boxers!




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we love mr snowman





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so does the guys




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ok seriously, we enter the cowboy town. we sneak in without paying. we're good.

seeing those cute donkeys got tied up makes me sick! those ppl has no heart at all for tying them!!! they tie them so close to the fence that it couldn't even move!!! how mean!!!!


ok its not a donkey... but it looks like it..





ntg much there, so we drove up to the Malacca town. it was bout 45 mins ride.. kill us!


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weeeeeeee upskirt



loading the bomb!


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huge ass hole




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stepping on a historical place. don't we all just LOVE sejarahh?




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back to our house! more drinking session



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roarr



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seriously, I hate Martini.



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"Lyn, are u chocked?"



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"classicccccccc" AHHAHAHA inside joke.




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Donavon brushed his teeth preetty early




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by looking at my face, you could tell how bad is the taste




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got inherited by Dopey's boobies




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weee!







yay i'm done w my Day One post. took me hell long!



will be back w Day Two update. hehe







Lovelove.






Thursday, December 31
Hello 2010


As the new year is gonna start tmr, I would love my blog entry to have at least the last day of 2009's post.


This year has been.. erm great? Entering college is a whole diff level. Like the "new kid in town" kinda-ish. It was exciting at FIRST, going back to college next week as in NEXT WEEK(!!) kills me.


This 2 months holiday, has been a great journey. Well last year was a disaster, more like tiring I only had about 3 weeks break before I start studying again after my SPM examination.

I never felt happier!! Cause I could finally use some of my time partying around w my friends and juggling w work and such.



Funny as it sounds, I found my greatest hobby this year. HAHA that is baking and colouring people's eyes.
Kinda think of it, why not being make-up artist or a cook since I love doing them? I just think that it's best to do it when I feel like it. and best of all, I might earn money from it! (although I nearly dropped a rotten egg to the batter the other day)




W my crazy friends around me to keep me happy! and what not my fam who cooks good food and make me fat. and obviously I don't need a guy to make me happy. cause I'm already am! haha





Although it is something to look forward to next year, but I rather not to.

My friends are leaving and studying abroad. Some are confirmed leaving next year, while others are leaving in another one or two years more. Then I have to go search for another new group of friends. (pffffft) they can't stand me for sure...


Saddest thing that my great-grandmother passed away early this year. (I get to skip college. yay) and my grandfather amputated his legs cause of diabetes. I thought sugar could only make you high. I guess not.



Life is sad, when you're always happy.







On the happier side,


I was grounded on my birthday (yay). I finally have a bigger kitchen to cook and bake. Bought a puppy that irritates me every time. wrong choice. and my first tatt on my 18th birthday, just like I wanted for a very long time.






I hope that the year of 2010, the year of the OX will bring me good good luck and what not, happiness to me and my love ones.



Chinese New Year is on the 14th of Feb. screw V day and hello AngPao!!
it's gonna be a RED day






Wednesday, December 23
ola !


Before I start my post, I would like to send my prayers to Brittany Murphy. My fav movie was Uptown. r.i.p



Can you feel the Xmas airr????!
I do!



and since Xmas is this Friday, I shall blog a lil cause I won't have the time. I'm out prolly every time.


just got back from a holiday trip w my buddies at Malacca.

it was heeeeeps of fun! of course, with the right group nothing could go wrong right?



just a short post; I'll update as soon as I have the time. but for now, enjoy my crappy post! hehehehehehe





this is what we have done for 3days 2 nitessss.,,


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took a walk at the Malacca town.



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swimming at our banglo.



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drank like cows



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pillow fight .



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chicken rice ballz




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road trip ended.




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Happy Xmas ppol!!! =D




best regards,
rinthecowmoo!





Monday, December 14
Wedding day


My blog is a dead fish!

anyway welcome back.



anyway Christmas is so close! I love pressiessss! though I buy them myself. hehe
it's the best time to shop for Xmas presents! cause of the 'Sales'

Sales are girl's best friend! though I wish that those discounts could be pulled down lower. lower to the core.



more reasons to get myself a new pair of heels. ahem one of them, it's gonna break soon. when it breaks, i'm gonna twist my ankle!! even worst, i'm gonna break my leg!




anyway, I baked cheesecake last week. It was THE best. My dad love it very much and scolded me for eating the last piece! O_O

I hope that I could get and find more cool recipes for me to bake. my dad said "ur soon gonna be a fatty bom bom if your baking like this every week"

ERM , I do bake every week. but I don't eat them every time. I'm a delivery lady, delivering them to my beloved friends. and they'll be my judge!








Anyway, pictures of my cousin's wedding. few weeks ago. didn't have the time to blog nor upload the pics.

my schedule is so hectic that i'm working and my connection sux . thanks to Flickr for the fast speed and friendly upload. :) better than photobucket anytime.





my sis and I woke up around 6am to get ready and drove down to Manjalara, my aunt's place.

the Groom was ready so as the Best Men. Head off to the Bride's house




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I love nothing but the two soft toys. they're in teddy world !




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my cousin!




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the bride's brother. checking the total amount of cash in the ang-pau so that the groom could enter.




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and yes, finally.



there were tricks and games for the best man so that the Groom can finally enter the house to pick up the Bride. it was so funny.

all of us had a good laugh.





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in the church.. after all the prayers and such.




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family picture.

that's my uncle holding Baby Ryan in his arms. Baby Ryan is shoooooo cute!!!! he is finally smilling! it's so hard for him to smile. he's like so grumpy every time. GRRRRR wanna smash ur face




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back to the house for the 'tea ceremony'. a pic of us cousins! 2 of them are missing.








The wedding dinner @ Equitorial Hotel.

now I realized that girls takes very very long to dress up and get ready.


usually my dad will get ready after when we are done. even though we are done, but we are not yet done. ok confusing. cause girls has so much stuff to touch up. hair , eyes.


I took an hour thinking that I'll be done with my make-up and stuff. I was totally wrong. it took me more than that! plus, my sis was impatiently waiting for me to do her eyes.

got frustrated, threw my make-up bags , heels and others in the car. save lots of time. but watch out for bumpers!




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my aunt and I.




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mommmmyyy and my Aunt





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my cousin and sis. working on the registration counter




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the book to sign on.




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cousins and aunt.



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my god-mom and god-dad. :)




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makcik makcik sekalianzz/ mahjong kahkis



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ng. ng. chow.





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us sisters!




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father and SONS




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my sis with her god-mom and god-dad. also, the Groom's parents.




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mom and daughter




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with the brideeeeee




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photographer said, kiss the bride!




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this pig must be lookin handsome before it's dead.... cause it tasted so yummmayyy

look at the nose!! full of shit




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pouring champagne!








under the influence of alcohol:

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Ng family rawk the night I must say. we were all dancing to the oldies. well the other side of the fam was just sitting, eating and stonning while looking at us hypers.


a night not to be forgotten deff. ;)







more to be updated!


going for a holiday w the bunch . gonna booze till I die. gonna drown in the pool! hooorahhh!









Thursday, November 26
New Moon; love



gahhhhhhh I can't be more happy and , still excited.


just watched New Moon and I must say that... it's the bombbbbbbbbbb.

don't ask me to rate the movie cause i'll deff give it a perfect 10.



Don't wanna be a party pooper, I can't help but to stare at Jacob's bod the entire movie! like who will not? even a 100 year old grandma will drool over a hot body even if she doesn't have salivary gland.


The whole movie was practically very heart warming and romantic and swweeeeeeeeeet.

It deff wasn't a let down.
so much for gasping throughout the whole movie.



after the movie ended , everyone "awwwwwwwwwww" cause the ending was *ahem*.. watch for urself.

at the end of the movie, the whole crowd in the cinema clapped.



no one even claps for Transformers man! can you believe it?!





the love was so strong that I can't resist myself not to watch it again in the theaters. HAHA


I was the Jacob Team throughout the whole movie! cause he was super duper sweeeeeet. sweet till ur heart could melt off the ground. so exaggerating. that's me!




GAHHH ur so lucky Taylor! for dating another Taylor.








anyway, I shall cool myself down.


Amelia's 18th @ Maison few weeks ago..



didn't snap much w my cam cause I was too lazy to take it out from my bag then zip it again then take out again then zip it again. yeah you know what I mean.......


I was totally fried after work, but I need some life too right!





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this is Dopey and me. I would really wanna tan coloured skin.





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Amelia darling the bday girl in Black. xoxo




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that's half of Dopey. Cheryl and Anthony.




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Dopey + Safffyyy. a perfect candid.

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I have been thinking. Everyone is talking and wondering whether is the world really gonna end at 2012. I believe . I just think it's fun to die together. Like when can we ever die in a large group??
We can bury our own grave by our souls and spirits. I know u think i'm mad! I really think it's naisee.........


so I told my mom.......

"mi! I'll rob the bank and shoot everyone w a machine gun
and I shall get married and have 3 babies before I die in 2012!!"





my mom was speechless at the state of shock. she must be thinking why am I so screwed up.




do the things that you can't do in life! keep the best for the last! that's my motto. hahahaha thumbs up!









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this little tube right here is Urban Decay's.

it's an eyeshadow base that I've been longing for so long!! Thanks Saffy for getting it for meeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! loves loves loves



this product is by far the top 3 cosmetics in the world and you can't find it in our country. sadly.




this brand for the eyeshadow base beats Mac's, Shu Eumura's and so on.. I was a total happy kid when it was on my hands for the first time. psycho.. I know.







My another cousin brother of mine is getting married this weekend! I'm so excited and happy for him!! Good weekend everybody!


Slmat Hari Raya Haji too, to all my Melayu friends. nyehehehe








Wednesday, November 25
Good Times..Old times...




it's the 25th today! exactly a month away from Christmas. HO HO HO



and it's Ling Ku Pau's 18th Bday




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happy birthday you psycho bitch!

a nice picture of you, which I think it is.
and of course whose hand and fat thumb wrapping around the Queen's face, who else other than poh jay lyn.




the last baby to celebrate her 18th among all of us.

the youngest, yet the smallest size. so skinny till I could break her bones. GAGAGA






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ahhhh memories :) *wish I could paste Jade's picture here!*


it was beginning of the year. around Feb. have we changed much?

hahah the obvious one would be Saf.. look at her poodle hair!!!!! I always ask her why she copy my dog's haircut. HAHAHAHA



and don't ask me why Lyn's face is such tomato like. she's allergic to mushrooms.








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one of the pic in the album. ;)








I was just browsing through those pictures in the folder, and I realized everything has changed.
As close as ever, hanging out in a super large group, laughing out loud till we tear, rolling on the floor and have stomach cramps.

Looking through those pictures, made me giggled. Pictures DO speak a thousand words.
having so much fun and laughter like we never had before.



Care less bout problems and just enjoy being around each other.
How I wish that those moments could stay. well, people change. they have their own life.


When you gain some, you'll lose some. that's what they say..
those people who stay w you no matter how things are bad, are the ones who are true. which I totally believe.








after Eleven Months............. it wasn't the same as it used to be...







Sunday, November 8
Coooookie whore


Sometimes ppl ask, why am I single blablabla haven't got into any relationships for few years. Aren't I'm sad or stg? they asked.

Even my mom said I tak laku just bcause I'm not in a relationship. wth? hahahaha
It gets super annoying when ppl ask me those questions. i'll get frustrated. really..


then my sis will say 'can I intro some guys to you? I can feel your loneliness'
grr just leave me alone would you.





Watching ur close friends or siblings tormenting and stressing bout their own relationships kills me. It kills me to see them cry, to see them being hurt.


I have no idea how to make them feel better nor make them happy.




Just telling myself that I don't want to be in their shoes.





Relationships are so complicating. sometimes they are like a torn paper, which hard to paste them back. Even if it's patched back, it will still leave a scar deep down.



As some of you might say, you feel lonely sometimes. Honestly, I never felt lonely throughout these few years!


cause my friends are the one who keeps me happy all the time.
We laugh till we have stomach cramps, we go for movie dates while eating lots of popcorn, jogging in the middle of the dark street at 10pm, drink-puking then dramas.

name it, we did it.




I'm independent enough that I do not need to depend on a guy to make me happy.


I'm happy enough to have my friends around me.



not to say that I don't want any man till I'm dead. I just think that these kinda thing, needs time.




As for now, I just needa focus on what I need to now.









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Me and Saffy planned to open our own bakery shop when we are older ;)
since we love love love to bake!


we'll name our bakery 'Saf-Rin Bakery' or 'Rin-Saf Bakery' or 'The Dumb Bakery'




as random as we are, "hey! let's bake cookies!!!"


i've been baking for the past few days. I feel sad and frustrated when it turns out like shit wasted 30 bucks on ingredients in the end had to dump it into the rubbish bin.



it's like having a miscarriage. it doesn't relate. I know..






I love to watch Nigella Lawson's cooking.



She's UK's most influential food writers, with a growing international reputation and several bestselling books to her name as well.

I always stay home just to watch her cooking at Astro channel 703 called "Nigella Bites" or "Nigella Fest" and lots more.




I've been going through her recipes at online at her own web, and spotted few cookies and cakes which are simple to bake.

spotted "m&m Cookies"




how cool.








so m&m cookies it is!!




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a packet of m&m's cost RM2.60

-_- crazy expensive. and we needed around 7 packs of it



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I love those bright bright colours!



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Mixed



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set prettily






twit while baking! :

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timer set.



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oven for 10 good minutes.




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after 10 mins



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i'm in love w them colourss



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I love how it cracks.



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wooooooooooooooo.

my nails just made it perfect HAHA





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and it's DONE! :DD







and we twit once again! :


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can't keep our hands of the cookie jar!

cause we are cookie whores.





YUMYUM.








Staying home tonight just to watch Keeping Up With the Kardashian's special episode of 2 hours of 'Khloe gets married w Lamar Odon' !

on E! @ 8pm











Name's Airin. I like everything to be colourful especially bright colours. I'm fickle minded, always. I'm into make-ups and dressing up. Love sports.

I'mma Paramore lover. I wanna rock like her! :D






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